a little ramble

All I want is an equal love. I want to love & be loved back.
That seems impossible to find.

I'm in my house on a gloomy Sunday. A day full of cleaning.
I want to start a meditation schedule. I want to meditate every single day during the month of October.
Meditation seems to help cheer me up by raising my self love. I've struggled with self love for years now & it gets to be exhausting. I always thought of self love as being selfish, but now I know that you cannot depend on others to love you back. Sometimes it's okay to be selfish.

I have big dreams, but I just don't feel motivated. I really wish I could get out of this depressing rut.

randomness

Taken during a foggy morning in Indiana

Both of these jacket photos & the video were created for my senior project. We had to come up with a visual to portray our dream career. Mine is being a costume designer.

                                       

new york countryside

Self portraits taken in Cooperstown, NY

A little birdy

I am trapped in this prison

all I want is to break free again

Heaven is a thousand miles away

I am a bird, shackled to this nest

I am high above on this branch

the wind blows strong 

my feathers become brittle 

and I grow weak

I am not as little as you may think

one day I will prove you wrong

Intro

Hello, I am London

& this is my journal.