All I want is an equal love. I want to love & be loved back.
That seems impossible to find.
I'm in my house on a gloomy Sunday. A day full of cleaning.
I want to start a meditation schedule. I want to meditate every single day during the month of October.
Meditation seems to help cheer me up by raising my self love. I've struggled with self love for years now & it gets to be exhausting. I always thought of self love as being selfish, but now I know that you cannot depend on others to love you back. Sometimes it's okay to be selfish.
I have big dreams, but I just don't feel motivated. I really wish I could get out of this depressing rut.
Sunday, September 22, 2013
a little ramble
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Wednesday, April 24, 2013
randomness
Taken during a foggy morning in Indiana
Both of these jacket photos & the video were created for my senior project. We had to come up with a visual to portray our dream career. Mine is being a costume designer.
Posted by London Ellis at 8:36 PM 0 comments
Monday, March 11, 2013
A little birdy
I am trapped in this prison
all I want is to break free again
Heaven is a thousand miles away
I am a bird, shackled to this nest
I am high above on this branch
the wind blows strong
my feathers become brittle
and I grow weak
I am not as little as you may think
one day I will prove you wrong
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Monday, January 21, 2013
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